December 2010
Remember when we were 11 years old? And we couldn't wait until we were teenagers? We looked at all those cool teens, with their cool cell phones, and cool Facebook's. Their cool makeup and cool clothes. All those cool boys they hung out with & going to PG-13 movies, with their cool friends. We looked at them and thought they were so cool, because they listened to those cool IPods, and wouldn't turn the volume down when their parents asked. We couldn't wait to grow up. We couldn't wait to wear that cool makeup, and hang out with those cool boys. We couldn't wait to not listen to our parents & blame it on being a teenager.
And now that we’re teenagers, what were we thinking back then? Some of us put makeup on every morning, hoping that that one boy will notice us. We listen to our IPods so loudly to block out the world and all the drama. We’re sick of our cell phones and Facebooks. We turn off our phones. And log off of Facebook. Because we don’t want to talk to anyone. We can’t stand our friends & want to be a little kid again. So this is to all you non-teens, never grow up.
November 2010
Tomorrow is just going to suck
Soft Kitty, Warm Kitty
Penny Sheldon
“Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur. Happy kitty, sleepy kitty, purr, purr, purr.”
-Penny & Sheldon, Big Bang Theory
I wish someone would sing me this song to me right now just to make me feel better because I’m sick.
fuck yes
ahhh girl. Let me just TELL you about me and Ryan Gosling. haha.
But no seriously, did you watch the trailer for that movie? Have you heard anything about it? It looks so fantastic. Like ... I've been waiting for a movie like this to come around and FINALLY its here.
when I see pictures of him, its hard to just no eye-fuck him. YES it looks awesome! and He sounds pretty good too, wasn’t expecting that. I haven;t heard anything about it as of yet. Just…GAHH love that man.
Go to Google Images. Type in your tumblr URL. Reblog with the first picture that turns up.
Rachel!?!
um…WTF??? hahahahaha
Death.
When all of your huge problems become stupid insignificant events in your life.
You lose someone you love. Someone you look up to.
I finally control my sadness enough to write my favorite memories of the one and only
Paul Ruppert.
For my friend Sarah’s 18 birthday I made her favorite kind of cake, Strawberry with Vanilla Icing, and brought it to school so we could eat it during lunch.
We had been eating in Mr. Ellis’ room since the beginning of the year because we didn’t want to sit downstairs awkwardly, so we formed our own island of misfits.
I gave Ruppert a piece of cake, which my friend Sarah took to him in the other room. Then 5 minutes later he came bursting in demanding to know who made the cake. I raised my hand thinking he hated it and I was going to be mortified but instead he turns to me and says
“Rachel. You are going to make some man very happy someday. Just remember that.”
He;ll never know how much that actually meant to me. Later on he asked me to make him a German Chocolate cake for his birthday and for sticking it out with SK…but I never got to and I’ll always regret it.
Paul Ruppert you were one of God’s true gifts to the world. You inspired many, loved us all and you’ll never be forgotten. Thank you for everything you’ve ever done for anyone of us.
<3
fanks phil :/
I'm seriously going to leave and never come back.
If you don;t just leave me the fuck alone.
:( I wish I had another way to reach you
:/ trust me you don’t
This is just so fucked up.
Everything is just always MY fault or MY responsibilty.
in everything.
like really? sorry?
no fuck this shit.
I’m turning off my phone and computer.
bye.
And here comes my week from hell!
Yay.
