July 2010
I went and saw ECLIPSE today,
weth Grace, Jaynel and Katherine.
it was alright.
My husband was in it so its always wonderful to see him and his fucking buffness=]
I decided to break down my TEAM’s as this:
Team Kellan/Emmet because he’s my husband and he is exactly the same as his character
Team Charlie because he is an awesome Dad and so freaking funny and older guy hot=]
Team Jalice because they are the...
June 2010
I'm trying really hard...
deuscaritasest:
raquelwelch:
But formspring is really starting to get to me:/
I came awfully close to deleting mine a while ago. maybe it’s just not worth it, kid. people just hide behind their little computer screens and attack. sooo mature.
oh deff. it usually doesn’t faze me but lately its been reallllll mean
I'm trying really hard...
But formspring is really starting to get to me:/
To be completely honest...
I’m happier now that I’m not worried about you.
My cousin, who has such an inspirational out look on life, gave me some insight into friendships.
“You can surround yourself with as many ‘friends’ as you want and spread your attention thin, but when a crisis occurs what ‘friends’ are actually there? It should be about the quality of the relationship with...
3671.) I am a tolerant person, even though my...
(via blogconfession)
Summer2010
Has been pretty boss so far I gotta say:
Had a motherfreaking castle moonbounce at my grad party
Went to Hawaii with the family and pretty awesome friends
Haven’t spent a full week home since I came back
I know now how to get…to a lot of places in Carrol County
…and its only the beginning=]
I am trying to forget that I'm addicted to you.
riannasmiles:
But I want it, and I need it, I’m addicted to you. Now its over, can’t forget what you said, and I never wanna do this again, heartbreaker.
I tried to make you happy. But you left anyway, heartbreaker.
<3SimplePlan
I'm have OCD
About people touching my stuff.
Especially moving it without telling me.
theend.
3662.) I don’t need anyone, I just need someone to...
(via blogconfession)
3661.) Eventually it will all work out. No matter...
(via blogconfession)
I saw you talkin' to Christopher Walken On my TV...
I will wait for you
As long as I need to
And if you ever get back to Hackensack
I’ll be here for you
Everything is so confusing.
I hate it.
If you could i'd lose everything...
La la la la la
Can’t you see their faces melting as the sun rains from their eyes?
Ay yay yay yay yay
Go on and keep your head with the hearts that you left behind
Look at yourself, look in the mirror, don’t you see a lie?
That you tell yourself again a thousand times
And the truth that makes us laugh will make you cry,
You wanna die? No?
it's the one year anniversary of my friendship...
riannasmiles:
well, my second friendship with emily.
haha. yay :)
i’m so glad we’re friends.
i loveeeee dis:)))
i'm a crappy best friend.
(via riannasmiles)
…false.
The Poison
by AAR is my new favorite song…or Alice by Avril…or Atlas by Fanfarlo
if you love me…go listen to em’ all.
Right now I’m drinking Coke Zero out of a tiny bottle in my hotel room,
~ (I love tiny things) ~
and I’m really bored=/
i’ve been taking pics of myself with my webcam.
its that bad.
;)
i just found a song that describes my life.
(via riannasmiles)
what is it???
Has never ever had such an urge in her life to….
….just get fucking shit faced and sing Bennie and the Jets while dancing on a bar.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
…anyone mind telling me?
I love my best friend Emily Elizabeth Montoya.
…..eventhough i’m horrible about talking to her.
i'm actually kind of glad
I’m going away again.
Just to NJ but its still farther away from here as i could get.
….i wish with my whole body i could move back to Waikiki.
I don’t care if it i’m running away from it.
At least I can breathe there.
Songs I use to breathe
Almost Alice - Avril Lavigne
Glitter in the Air - P!nk
If It Kills Me - Mr. A-Z
….just cause they get it
Dear God
Thank you for:
Lungs that breathe
Arms’n’Legs that move
A Brain that thinks.
A Heart that beats.
…but can you make:
My Lungs slow down so i don’t hyperventilate?
My Arms’n’Legs move faster to run away?
My Brain stop thinking so much?
My Heart stop hurting?
Thank you for:
Amazing friends that I don’t deserve
Caring parents
A hopeful future
...
Call in all calvary.
I just really hate myself.
Like all the time.
Not to be all fucking pathetic ‘boo-hoo’ woe is me shit.
…I hate feeling this way.
…….But i can’t stop it.
I wish i hadn’t come back.
I wish no one ‘wanted’ me here.
I wish no one ‘missed’ me.
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you...”
– Unknown? (via kari-shma) (via quote-book) (via riannasmiles)
too bad they live on mars.
Rawr.
I wish I could sick my pet dino on you.
And he’d kick you in the balls.
:l
….=P
3615.) I miss you, bestie. I’m sorry for being...
(via blogconfession)
Sometimes.
I just really hate you.
Going swimming. Probably alone. :/
(via riannasmiles)
:/ i’d go swimming weth yew
News Flash!
It is not clearly stated anywhere in The Bible or Sister’s Code that I have to like your Whiny-Money-faced-annoying-vacation.Father’s Day-ruining-douche-bag boyfriend.
So…suck my dick.
I'm pretty excited...
…to see Tangled.
To bad it doesn’t come out till fall=[
I don't want to come home.
Its amazing here.
Palm trees.
Clean Blueeeee water
Its not humid.
I don’t have allergies.
I can relax and forget about other people’s shit because my life is too boring to have my own romantic relationship shit.
There are tons of hot guys.
I can walk everywhere.
Hot guys.
Its a frigging island so beach/surfing/snorkling.
Did i say hot guys?
I kinda….just wanna go home.
if that's what it is, then that's what it is....
(via riannasmiles)
???
Wow
riannasmiles:
raquelwelch:
The vacation hasn’t even fucking started yet. And I fucking hate you all. They’re annoncing an early flight to Boston. I wish i could be on that flight.
hi sweetheart.
this is what i want you to do:
soak up hawaii. don’t let anyone else ruin it for you. make it your vacation.
hai bebee.
i lobe youuu
thanks, i promise i will. and post pics:)
